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Whore of Babylon (french illuminated “Book of Revelation”) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
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flouting fallowed dreams hers, she
squanders friendship loyalty with canny cruel melody:
Piganini, Piganini, Piganini
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(c) JAM 16Nov2012
Chameleon Rhapsody
16 Friday Nov 2012
Posted in CREATIVE WRITING, FICTION & CREATIVE NON-FICTION, POETRY, WRITING
Just a little bit amazing, that.
Missus! I am not worthy, bows and curtsies to your divine editorial eye lol. Thanks, Marie, glad you like
Could you tell I was pissed off? Wait. Maybe still am, lol. Hard to get over 20 years of history, love and friendship in just a year since her betrayal. Still working on it. Thanks for keeping my wheels turning – meant tyres spinning 
Yes, I did get the impression that you were slightly peeved.
Well, his bd is today and on mine the pair of sneaking, lying buggers were off celebrating together and I never heard a peep from either. No wonder. It always crystallizes AFTER the light gets in. lol
Healing does come… eventually.
I know. In internet time people expect us to be “over it” yesterday. In real life one cannot take a big pink gum eraser to a simple year’s passing and erase the twenty false years before it. It shocks you as if you have no real memories, they were all false. Your whole life was about what you thought until you found out it was not. At all. It’s like a series of back to back losses nonstop from varied sources. It’s pretty bad when your own Dr says “your life is so tragic” but I said: “No, it’s not. I’m not dead or dying… yet…lol” I laugh when I can and I trust your wisdom, eventually I won’t be so raw… just more time
Hope you have a wonderful, safe & blessed Thanksgiving…….
Thanks, Joe, you too! Ours in Canada takes place in October but it doesn’t matter, I spend most of my time alone no matter what the day is called. And I don’t feel sorry for myself when I say that. It’s actually really alright, I’ve come to learn. Nobody can hurt me that way. Or stick their fork in me just to see if I am done, LOL! Happy Turkey dinner to you, too
I hope that life brings you someone who can appreciate your warmth and kindness…not to mention those gorgeous legs…..you deserve all the happiness you can have……
Thanks, Joe, I hope so, too. Every day isn’t too bad but whenever you get near holidays and think oh, shit, I have to spend another one alone, it can get wearisome. Good wishes always going right back at you.